now i am really back

sorry about disaperaing like that (again?)
but i had trouble getting to a computer. you want to know how i am?

i am on my own now. u wouldn't even recognize me if you looked at me. my hair was bleached and colored by my friend lola, but we were so high when we tried to cut it it is totally lopsided.

i have lost more wieght, i cant tell u how much i weigh now because i have no way of knowing! but Tripp can almost circle my waist with his hands.

i got myself a job bagging groceries at a little family owned place right in the middle of new york city. even thou i am too young to really work everybody thinks i am 21 so i don't correct them.

life is a whole lot better.
even thou i may not seem like it. i am really happy :D